I'm honestly frustrated with my current (and my one and only) camera.

Maybe it's just me but i felt that it works better when in macro as compared to when I'm shooting humans in general. I feel useless and frustrated every time when I'm shooting human portraits with it because it does not give me what i want to see in a picture. Not to mention, the horrible noise issue, focus issue etc. These problems however, do not exist when i'm taking macro photos like dolls, flowers etc =/

Even though my family is debt-ridden for life, I am really thankful and grateful to my mother from the bottom of my heart who has been supporting my rather expensive and demanding lifestyle 24/7. Especially when she's supporting it financially. You can call me being ungrateful, ignorant and all sorts. But i see it as an investment, a window of opportunity. If i could make my mom's life better with it, i would. And that's my goal.

Signing on the dotted line is scary but I'm hoping that with the new camera that I could have, I could bring in new possibilities to offer to clients.

Hopefully by then, i could start on Fashion/Editorial photography and make a living out of it. That's my dream. That's my goal.